Really, in the grand scheme of things you have already joined, since you will have joined in the future and thus that future-you is entangled with your current-you and as long as past-you and future-you are at this sort of quantum tension you’re going to stay tangled. You don’t want to be tangled, right? Of course not; it’s unsanitary. Ask your parents, they’ll tell you.
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